I did....coz....I promise

In the same......

I promise.....so.....I did

However.....

I need trust......

totally....trully.....trust.....

I work hard.....I Pay....It is my plseaure

Nevertheless.....

I got.....?

Advise?.....I am glad to.....

But.....not blame.....at least not you....

You are my centre.....so....

dun "go".......

I did...just coz of you....

you are my love...the one....

Me...my life....like become mess and suck......

study......is apart of my life....my most favouite things in my life
i like the class, i like the work.....
but now, seems like mess and not going on my trend as i expected

essay....copy and paste
class.....absent most of them.....with and without reason....
work.....do not want to go bact there.....

that what do i want to be?....what is my life want to have?

i just find the point of time in my daily life......that's i like
which is the time my honey hold me in his arm
i would feel safe...i would be no need to think ......

he is my life......

without him, i am really getting lost....

i want to find out what's wrong with me......
i want to have normal life
i want to have normal mind

i wanna to go back to the past
i got a great study.....gret result.....great attendence
i could buy whatever i like....price?meanless
me and honey could have nice time...no need to work...
could go where we want, could buy what we like, could eat what we want....

so so suck.....what's going on in my life?

i wanna to get out from here.....

i need a trip......

i need to change.....

i need money.......

呢兩日，老公係咁同我講話想同我結婚

雖然我唔知佢係一時興起咁同我講，定係認真既.....

但是我有d驚.....我驚當我serious既時候佢原來係玩，咁就瘀lor.....

當然la.....佢咁同我講，我又點reject到ya....雖然口係咁講

但其實...呢個人我都係好主觀咁覺得佢好，就好似當初同佢一齊個時咁

我真係唔識睇人，我同佢一齊，梗系想有future la，為佢做咁多野都係想咁

但是佢有時對我既態度，我有時又覺得好唔ok，有時又好似好夾咁

不過老公教落，女仔都係矜持d好.....

hahaha......都係等老公認真d，prepare好d野先la.....無理由佢講一句就應承既......